One of the lies I keep bumping into in regards to eating disorders is the lie that you are not sick enough. I’ll be honest, I have a lot of moments when I scroll through Instagram or Google search something and compare myself to someone who was sicker than I. Then I hear this: You… Read More Sicker than you.(Trigger warning)
This aint his eye. It’s mine. But looking in a human’s eyes I once saw freedom: Read on. Once upon my religious time, I met a man. As he spoke to me I literally felt like it was God. I lost all sense of time and fear. As I looked in his eyes I felt:… Read More The God-Man.
Why is denial so tempting? Why is it so hard to admit your wrong? Why is it the scariest thing in the world to pull out a skeleton from a closet? Is it really that skeletons are so scary, or could it be that you face the risk of rejection? Might people say that… Read More The Temptations of Mr.Denial
The first time I met a family who openly talked and joked about poop- I was shocked. The parents participated in it and I didn’t know how to act.. so, for the first few months I acted like what they were saying was gross. I couldn’t find the courage to laugh at fart jokes! I… Read More John, Loo, The White Throne
4 months ago, I could not hold Aviya for more than 29 seconds before I had to put her down. Today I can carry her for probably a solid hour and even give long piggy back rides. 4 months ago, my size 0/1 pants were starting to sag. Today I’m in size 5. 4 months ago, I had… Read More 4 months ago.